I find myself questioning whether I made the correct decision coming to ERC. I didn’t have a good experience the first time I went to eating disorder treatment and I tried to write it off as me being really sick, being scared, not giving the treatment center a chance, etc. But now as I’m reflecting,Continue reading “Is Treatment For Me?”
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3am
It’s 3am and I leave in an hour to the airport. It’s hard to pinpoint exactly what I’m feeling right now. Sadness for leaving. Doubt over whether I’m making the right decision. I’m terrified of going to treatment but the team of support that I trust feels it’s necessary. In two days I’ll be admittedContinue reading “3am”
What My Eating Disorder Gave Me
Eating disorders can be glorified in this day and age and it’s frustrating beyond belief. It never gave me joy or satisfaction. It never gave me constant comfort or confidence. Instead it stole from me. It stole my teenage years that could’ve been filled with fun memories of friends and family but instead it leftContinue reading “What My Eating Disorder Gave Me”